I apologize a lot too 
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I still get frustrated 
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They're never perfect enough 
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BUT
I sure do have fun 
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Keep your chin up. I looked at your pics and read all your responses. In several of them you spoke of having fun. To me, that's what it's all about. You're doing great! Keep having FUN! 
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Everybody needs to make sure to read Blakescakes response. Commit that last paragraph to memory. Very, very wise words.
And I'm going to add an analogy from my "other life" as a competition dance team coach. Not all all people are born natural dancers (actually you can insert any talent here) but if you have a passion for it and have the will to persevere, listen to constructive criticism and work hard on your skills you can shine. A personal experience - the girl who coached with me for a couple of years. She didn't even start dancing until high school - had no prior training or experience (other than dancing around the house). She was hidden as far in the middle back rows as possible. This upset her so she worked really hard and her senior year she was the captain of her drill team, front an center on her competition team and winning solos - and is now a professional choreographer and competion judge.
Wow! Better stop before I fall off my soapbox 
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