My cat died on April and now my dog just died last Sunday. In the past two years, I was planning to operate and license my home bakery, but decide against it because pets are not allowed in home bakery. My pets were my babies and I didn't give them up.
Now my pets are gone and I'm thinking of starting home bakery. I plan to call the inspector and have him or her to come over and inspect my kitchen. Now, for some unknown reason, I'm feeling guilty. It's like my pets are not here anymore and I can go ahead to start my cake business. I have not pick up the phone and make the appointment with the inspector.
Why am I feeling this way? 
Aw, I would feel the same way you do. Darn hormones!
I agree with Doug, this might be the push you need to start a new phase in your life.
You are greiving, it's normal to feel bad if you can see some good in your life when you've lost family. You could wait for this phase to pass or you could get on with your life and make yourself have something to look forward to again - up to you. I know what your pets would like you to do.
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