I wanted to apologize to you all for my bad attitude over the last few months. I had a lot going on I didn't share because...oh hell...I don't know why? I was dealing with things I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy, and I know I got testy in here on more than one occasion.
I buried my only son and I lost my mind in the process. It was more pain than I could handle. I closed my business because of it. My creative side is gone, and there's an empty hole where "me" used to dwell.
I just wanted to say I'm sorry to anyone I hurt or offended.
You are extended my very deepest condolences and heartfelt prayers....may you find solace and peace in your time of mourning. Take care.....and know we are here for you.
aww morg ss to hear you are having a rough time. Things will get better just keep your chin up. If you need someone to talk with just pm me.
I wish there were words to help you get out of that hole you are in. I can not imagine what it would be like to bury my son. I too have only one child, a son. I have already buried my baby daughter and there has not been a day that goes by that I do not wonder what type of person she would have been. How old was your son if I may ask? I hope you can hang on to all the good times you had with him and just know that he is with you deep inside of you. Just go there and visit him when you are feeling sad. I believe that we have our loved ones watching over us and all we have to do is remember them in a loving way. Just remember that anger is a big part of mourning and you need to vent. Thank you for letting us know that you are human.
Thanks for being so understanding and forgiving yall.
Gavin was 38. He was made into a quadriplegic at age 18 by a drunk driver, so he battled uphill these last 20 years. I was his caregiver for quite awhile, but he didn't want to move to Ga. He chose an assisted living facility, and I know darned well had he still been in my care he'd be alive (and healthy) today. And now I'm shutting up about that mess.
Morg. I am so sorry for your loss. Please, if you ever just need to chat about anything you can PM me.
Take care 
Monica
I am so sorry for your loss. I have children as well. One who is now 16. And everytime he leaves the driveway I cring. And for you to be his caregiver for so long, that has to be so hard. No words can say what I want to say to you. But here is a hug from one MOM to another. I hope you can get back to cakes as a therapy for yourself. It helps me to destress. I focus on cake and not the junk going on in my life that stinks.
Oh my... I'm so sorry for your lost... I lost my younger brother in 1996, and it was hard... he was 18 y-o. I don't know how it feels to lose a child, but I saw my mom go through it. It's still hard for her now, but it gets better. Just wanted to let you know that, even if I don't know you personnally, I care.
((((((big hugs))))))........
Dear Morg,
My prayers are with you and your family. You did the right thing coming back to CC.
I would like to invite you to a group of CCers that live in or around Jacksonville (if you are in this part of FL/GA). Here is the thread that put us together: http://forum.cakecentral.com/modules.php?name=Forums&file=viewtopic&t=50408&postdays=0&postorder=asc&&start=0
I am so sorry to hear about your loss. Everyone is right, there are no words that could make your grieving less painful.
I too lost my brother (he was my twin) in 1992 he was 17 years old. A piece of me is still missing - I know he wasn't my son and I could never imagine that at all! but, we had a bond and were very close. I think about him daily and take comfort in knowing that he is watching out for me everyday. I saw what my mom went through, so I could only imagine what it must feel like.
Just know that you do have people to turn to, to talk at any time of day or night (sleeping was very hard for me after my brother passed).
sending you (((((((HUGS)))))))))
Tammy
Just wanted to say I'm so sorry.... you are in my prayers.
morg ... I am so sorry for all you have been through and the unthinkable loss that you have suffered. My thoughts are with you, and I hope you'll be able to have peace in your heart again one day. We're here for you.
Like so many others have already said, I have no words that would make this easier. I am so terribly sorry for the loss of your son, and all that you are going through right now. If you ever need anyone to vent to, feel free to pm me. And, of course, I know that everyone in our CC family will be here for you in this MOST difficult time!
I'm so sorry that this has happened. I remember a while back you saying what happened to your son and how you were his care giver. I remember thinking that a mothers love is un-ending and how great of a mother you must be. That we would all be blessed by someone in our lives just like you.
I'm so sorry this has happened. You can PM me anytime just to get feelings out, cuss --scream, talk, I don't care. I'm here for you and so is the rest of CC. Praying for you.
Oh Morg, I am so sorry to hear about your son. Please know that I will be thinking of you and your family. I can't imagine going through what you are, but know that all of CC is right here to hold your hand and help you through this!! If you need anything, please feel free to PM me. I am happy to lend an ear anytime you need someone to talk to.
Vicki
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